I met someone on discord last year, and I don’t quite have the words to describe the lead up. One minute we were gaming and the next minute I was in their apartment 1200 miles away, but like I said, the feelings were unreal and I can’t imagine ever finding anything like it again. Ngl a part of me feels like it will forever be pretty empty. Didn’t really scratch the surface of how much it meant to me but yeah, sometimes it’s hard to ever imagine moving on. Sucks
Yeah I’ve thought about that a lot too, the whole looking at the situation as being a part of something greater. If nothing ever worked out, I would be just as happy and super chill if I were able to live communally with some pals because what I’m after is the community, but even that seems like a pipe dream the way the world is today
Yeah it does bum me out some, maybe I just need to keep looking for people who want me around. I’m good at making quick friends as I been finding recently so I won’t give up hope it won’t happen just need to keep moving forward