Yeah, it’s half “I actually have a grasp of this stuff and am no longer flailing around in the dark.” and the other half is “oh god, the people around me are smug and proud about flailing around in the dark and would sooner cut out my eyes to force me to join them than actually turn on a light themselves.”
Yeah, it’s half “I actually have a grasp of this stuff and am no longer flailing around in the dark.” and the other half is “oh god, the people around me are smug and proud about flailing around in the dark and would sooner cut out my eyes to force me to join them than actually turn on a light themselves.”