• ArmokGoB@lemmy.dbzer0.com
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    2 months ago

    I’m about at a 9, but I learned a long time ago my friends will distance themselves from me if I say anything that might imply the fact.

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      2 months ago

      Those are not your friends then. How are you feeling as of this moment? Is it bearable?

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        2 months ago

        People can only take so much drama from others before they need to distance themselves for their own wellbeing. I feel no distress or fear. Two years of an abusive relationship followed by a high dose of psychedelics burned most of my self-preservation out a year ago. I have a little under a week left unless something changes. I’m quietly getting my affairs in order.

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          2 months ago

          Well for whatever it is worth, I really hope you don’t. I always figured if I got to that point I would pack up, break contact with everyone, leave everything behind and see how things are im Canada, or maybe bum it around Europe. I just figured if everything has gone to shit, nothing’s stopping me from doing whatever I wanted