I am not in a comfortable situation in mine. It is a bit toxic tbh. The rest of it seems normal - so many meetings, everyone fumbling around trying to meet the goals that shift around. I do like the parts where I get to write code though:-).
Nobody enjoys 100% of every day and every activity. But do you enjoy your job… mostly?
I did the same thing and had the same outcome. Exiting the rat race may have saved my life even. But now it’s been two years and I’m broke after attempting numerous methods of income. Still trying though…