I struggle even feeling like I deserve trying to improve. I’m so convinced I’m a horrible worthless person. Every memory is tinged by hate. I’m not even sure there’s anything wrong with me mentally. I think this is the logical conclusion to a lifetime of misery and suffering. I’m relatively convinced that I actually am irredeemable and deserve death.
How do I stop feeling this way? Should I?
“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.”
No one deserves death for being born. Capitalist society is a monstrous prison of ableism, eugenics, hierarchy, and patriarchal violence. God willing we may someday tear it down, but until then, never let it convince you that there is nothing beyond the walls.
That is such a banger quote hot damn