I think part of my hopelessness is that I am realizing hrt has not done anything to my face, I figured this out since I am still pretty recognizable. the only thing hrt has done for me is give me boobs, which usually results in hey dead name, you should loose some weight when i am recognized in public. I just feel hopeless and I want this nightmare to end.
Oh that sounds so frustrating. I’m really sorry you have to deal with assholes like that. I’m trying to learn to love my body rn and it’s just so difficult so I feel for ya. i hope you feel better soon <3