I think I’m getting some of my mojo back, or maybe just getting better at knowing what I want, and when I want it?

• Finally met this guy from Beirut. I literally got into the city, reached my place, and I had an hour to kill before meeting friends. A Lebanon-based Polish tourist who regularly visits NYC finally coincided and wanted to finally bottom for me. Very slim, tall, smooth twinky type. I told him I don’t have much time, wouldn’t want to top but we should have some quick fun.
  • But nah, once we got into it, we both wanted to fuck - he wanted it bad.
  • The mechanics were great, loved his moaning. Wanted to kiss more while I was fucking, but also wanted to hear him moan, so did a bit of each until I came in him and I had him jack off while I was still fucking.
  • Had a nice little chat, too. He’s a nice guy <3
• Fun-sized bottom friend came over for slow oral, with unexpected ending. He’s a small young shaved twinky guy, and it’s fun to watch him do his thing. Smaller mouth and hands struggling with my dick are fun, too :-)
  • And for the second time now, he ended up cumming from just the pleasure of sucking my cock and friction as he was rubbing on my bed. And wow cheers to him, it was a massive puddle of semen!
  • He needed a little break, and we cuddled, and ultimately he felt bad but didn’t have it in him to continue. Sad for me, but happy he really enjoyed.
  • Which led to me still looking and…
• Extended oral worship the same night. Finally connected with a guy in my neighborhood who has wanted to really take his time and suck my cock for a long time. Said he really wants to “serve” and I was happy to oblige. We had a drink and a little weed together, and he put on a playlist and went to work.
  • Brilliant oralist. I don’t know what he was doing with his mouth, I felt like I left my body at times. It was fun how we was sucking to the beat of the music at times. And barely/strategically using hands, which is exactly how I like it.
  • This edging lasted over an hour. With me sitting on his couch and him down on the floor, head buried between my legs. It only ended when he finally decided to shift his pace/intensity, and he swallowed my load. It took me a while to catch my breath! Hung out, and we both appreciated getting to know each other, he says I can come by any time :-D

My ex/FWB came into town for an event and got a hotel room. I met up with him before the event and he teased me hard. I think he edged me about 10 times and then told me to get ready. We had a good time at the event, and when we got back to the hotel, he teased me some more and had me begging to cum. He finally let me cum on his chest as long as I licked it up after. It was a lot of fun.

The usual community get-together shenanigans without any sexy times. BUT a guy I talked to on Scruff last week agreed to meet me this Friday. He’s adorable in so many ways, and despite having that spark of youth he’s exactly my age. I want to swallow him whole. He’s a locked bottom and wants me to top aggressively. We’re both at about the same level of kink I think. I feel something tremendous.

My boyfriend was out of town most of last week, last Saturday was the first day in almost two months that we didn’t have sex. We spent some time sexting that night.

• Sunday night we had zoom sex for the first time.
• On Monday and Tuesday we had zoom sex again, I used a vibrator, first time using a toy with him.
• He came back Wednesday night, I popped a buttplug in before heading to his place, I was practically dripping by the time I got there. We started fucking with the buttplug in but it was too much and I had to take it out.
• 4th of July we went to the pool together, when we came back he fingered my under my bikini until I asked him to fuck me without a condom for the first time. He pulled out and cummed on my bikini, I told him I would have let him cum inside me.
• Saturday we went to the pool at my place, and fucked when we got back, I asked him to cum inside me. That was my first creampie in years, I had almost forgot how good it feels. We went to shower together, I forgot my suction dildo was in there and he walked right in to it.
• Sunday morning he was spooning me in bed, and woke me up fingering me, I came like three times before rolling over and sucking him. When I asked where he wanted to cum he asked if he could cum inside me again. I hopped on top of him and rode him until he came, which wasn’t very long but feeling him cum made me cum again. We spent the rest of Sunday lounging around naked because it was so hot. When it cooled off at night we fucked again, and I made him cum in my mouth. The taste of my cum on his cock and his cum together was so amazing.

My BF claims he doesn’t have any toys, I’m trying to convince him to get one.

Period week so loads of handjobs.

First time after period finishes we both climax hard… Then pussy is sore the next day but we’re far too horny and that pussy won’t fill itself!

Then third day is almost always a no push day.

Fourth day (today) morning creampie before work.

Managed to get back into my anal expansion game. Would be nice to step up to some bigger toys next time.