But I cannot stay in Germany. I do not function here. I cannot do anything. Literally. So I will be going back to Ireland, in spite of having no job or housing there, in spite of getting 0 positive or just 0 any responses from jobs and housing there. So I will be homeless. I will be jobless. With my medical debt growing, since I won’t have an income to pay it, but I still don’t falter, because the worth of being able to communicate freely is one one may not fully comprehend until they’re secluded.
I understood it enough that I understood being told to go back to my country when I heard it this Thursday, but not enough to ever respond to everyone. I can sometimes makeup the responses after the fact, but my brain is very Anti Detusch (I am aware it has a different meaning) in the moment when I need to speak. I made up my mind to definitely leave the country before this year ends. I have no friends here, the medical care is mostly non-existent and really dehumanizing, and my job is very much not worth not having anything after. The past few weeks I’d literally lie down and look at the ceiling after work, maybe cry if I was feeling fancy.
I wonder why you migrated to Germany in the 1st place?
In the recent past years, they seemed to be more better, western countries to find opportunities over, that are also Anglophone (nowadays, a lot of these countries are in the economic gutter)
(Sorry if my question may seem a bit rude)
I stated it in another post. I’m here because I would’ve been homeless otherwise. In all honesty: This makes me see your comment as dumb, but I am used to people being ignorant about why immigrants are in the first place.