I’ve been slamming it into walls and hurling it at the ground this past week. I’m also dying if it manages to fall in one of the countless holes in the wall as well. I’ll break everything I own and cut myself up in the process. My hands and arms are so sore but I still make it to work.
You seem to be in a state of crisis. The Internet mightn’t be the best place to reach out for support, but support is what you need. Check in your location for a free help line (perhaps suicide hotline).
I miss anonymous vent websites. They were a lot more helpful than trying to get some random person to understand me. Just. Getting it off my chest so it can come back and haunt my life again later.
Every day I imagine putting my phone in the toilet :(
Honestly, please seek help. I can understand that you may go through a tough phase of your life, but I’m sure it’s not all bad. Please reach out to a local suicide prevention hotline or directly talk to a medical professional. Hurting yourself is not the right approach.
Yeah I’ve been abusing my belongings and regretting it. I just see red and nothing else.
Have you been introduced to the wonderful world of free porn?
I can imagine my own
Update: screen’s cracked as hell now.
One of these days I’ll damage an item at work or end up hurting someone whose life actually matters
